Re:write

Every chapter has it's beginning, as well as it's end.

To me, writing is a way for an idea to flourish, to textualize a feelings.

We never know what our thought's shape like, thoughts is a dimension of chaos and abtraction.

But by writing, every particles of our thought started to assemble themself, forming a shape, of ideas, stories, arguments.

I believe writing is also a way to solidified our existence, writing gives us power to defy time and lifespan. Doesn't matter if an author of a books died, as long as the readers and storytellers pass the ideas, the 'will' of the author lived. Thus, to write, is to become eternal.

I wrote a couple of stories & ideas. Even, I transformed the way I write and managed to do songwriting myself. Sometimes, writing is a way to shape & textualize emotions. For me, an escape and coping mechanism from my troubled unspoken feelings.

Writing feels suitable for me to 'unveil' everything down the papers, or other media. Because I know myself, as a person who find it hard to speak to another person about ones feelings, I wrote to turned down the urge of needing someone to validate, or to respond to my emotions, which I should deal myself. I know the solution of any problem, mostly came from within.

In other circumstances, writing made me stable, by re-reading my writings, I can validate myself. So, I choose to write again.

to re:write.